dear life, batters up

I approached blogging with the intention of updating quite often.
Yeah...sure.
Time constraits aside, sometimes I just have nothing to say.
Shocking...I know, right?

Anyways, to bring you up to date, as I am sure you are gripping the edge of your seat: my life is as follows:
I seem to be back up to my old habits of Freshman year, which basically means running on an average of 3 hours of sleep a night.
Let me tell you, not a good way to start out.


And well, so far back to college life has been good.--This week, not so much.
Along with no sleep, I've been falling back into some other old habits as well.
and well, today I've decided...no more.


My life is completely crazy right now. Between classes, Kappa Delta, and all my clubs and activites, I seem to have lost Hunter.
No world, I have not lost my religion, my soberness, or my virginity.
Indeed, all are intact.
However, I seem to be getting so caught up in the activities of life that I am forgetting to live life.
I wake up ready to go to bed, work toward the goal of sleep all day, hit the sack for a few hours and then do it all again.
I am forevermore being pulled in a thousand different directions and am losing bits to each.

Don't get me wrong, I am aware that this is all of my own doing.
I realize that I agreed to each of these responsibilites and positions placed before me,
but I did not take into account the personal aspects of life being pulled into the works as well.

And so I have concluded only this:
I am a college student.
My existence is supposed to be crazy and tossed around.
But these classes and grades are my life and my job right now; and nothing, I repeat nothing can get in the way of that.
Not a hundred activities, nor a thousand friends, or a million boys.
This is what I am here to do.
And damnit,
I'm doing it.

To thine ownself be true, yes, but to God in Heaven be truer.
I am 19 years old and if it be His will, have years of living ahead of me.
Years to become what I am meant to become and to do what needs to be done.
So right now, calm take a backseat and calamity come on up. I'm ready for you.

Hello world, hope you're listening.
This is Hunter Stevens,
stop kicking my ass.

that is all.